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I don’t want it, it hurts. I wish to tear my skin off when you touch me, yet it’s so lovely.

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This contains topics of incest, and rape (minor & adult), along with trauma responses to such actions. Please read with caution.

Debut

I was merely a flower, bloomed from you.

I was meant to blossom, and for years I did. ”Amaryllis, I only love you.”

No matter how vile, I thought it was in such ways.

You are all I had, all I knew, so I let you pluck away at each petal I had.

Even when I believed you helplessly, thinking you were watering me, there you went plucking away.

“Amaryllis, that's not right!”

No, it’s not true, I’m still beautiful! Beauty is me, the petals I have strived because of you! ”You’re nothing but ungrateful!” My world, I thought I knew, came crashing down in an instant.

It is all I needed, as I have no regret running away to start a new life!

Backstory

When Amaryllis was born, it was him and his father. His father was a wealthy man, but despite this, Amaryllis never experience school or had a proper room. He was forced to be inside a damp room below common rooms.

When Amaryllis grew up in there until he turned 17. When he turned 17, his father had snuck into his room and made Amaryllis rather uncomfortable in the night. He promised it was only in love, and that if he loved him, he’d understand.

Character Details

Story Details

With this bing his father, and the only person he knew, he thought this was true and allowed his father to slip in his room on many days to come. It was until one day his father proposed him coming out of the basement if he agreed to say he was 20, and not let anyone know he was his son, also stressing to never tell anyone what they do. Confused, but blinded by love and trust, he agreed.

His father fired all the maids he had, and made Amaryllis a fine butler, knowing how to cook and clean. This would be the only skills he knew. A year later, Amaryllis father had brought a friend who brought his son who was a year older.

The boy had quickly realized how little the boy was educated, causing him to point and say smaller stuff to him. This had Amaryllis to shift his feelings, telling the boy the truth a few months into their friendship. He told him he wasn’t twenty, he was 18, and the “Boss” was his father. He told him what him and his father did, and how it was uncomfortable most times, and he does attempt to beg him to stop, but he ends up accepting it as he simply says it’s because they both love each other.

The boy sat him down and told him the truth, Amaryllis having difficulties believing it and begging him not to tell anyone. The boy agreed, as he knew he wasn’t well, but the next day gave Amaryllis a bracelet with a bell. He told him how he can ring it when he’s uncomfortable, and he will hold him out of any situation.

For years to come until Amaryllis was 21, Amaryllis fell in and out of the abuse cycle with his father, until he had broken Amaryllis a hand and given him a black eye from his father. His father's abuse had never gotten this far, claiming he’d never hurt him beyond a point he can’t easily recover from as sometimes accidents happen, he believed such. However, the pain he faced, it made Amaryllis realize he was nothing more than relief when other women, alcohol or smoking wasn’t working.

Amaryllis had run out on his father with the letter he had obtained earlier, which was sent for his father, but he decided it was now his ticket to finally gain his wings back.

Deductions

Advance 1 — Run into a survivor 2/3

Advance 2 — Run into a survivor 3/3 | A picture: A picture which has a woman and a man in it. The woman is scratched out, but the man can be identified as Amaryllis father. | | Sticky: ”How beautiful you are like this.” | Basic — Heal a survivor normally 1/3

Advance 1 — Heal a survivor normally 2/3

Advance 2 — Heal a survivor normally 3/3 | Stains: Stains on the Mattress that Amaryllis use to sleep in. | | Jingles: ”I’ll get you out of whatever you wish.” | Basic — Heal a survivor with “Plate” that is chaired. 1/2

Advance 2 — Heal a survivor with “Plate” that is chaired 2/2 | Bells: Small bell balls are scattered over Amaryllis house and room, as if they’d fall or rip off and be replaced over again. | | Warmth: ”I wish to be like them, you know?” | Basic — Chip heal a survivor with “Plate” 1/3

Advance 1 — Chip heal a survivor with “Plate” 2/3

Advance 2 — Chip heal a survivor with “Plate” 3/3 | Statues: Angel statues that Amaryllis had, and he carries around a small one. He says how he wishes to be an angel too. What could that mean? | | An old home: ”Life use to be better down there.” | Basic — Use “Napkin” to assist a survivor 1/2

Advance 1 — Use “Napkin” to assist a survivor 2/2 | Dishes: Plates and cups in the basement, as if someone use to love there. | | Fight: ”Where is my baby?!” | Advance 1 — Heal a survivor with “Plate” once off chair, and they don’t get down in 70 seconds. | Hidden Letters: Letters buried away in the master's bedroom.

”Where is my baby? Let me see them! It’s been years, you bastard, let me see my baby!” | | Crazy Woman: ”You’re at the wrong house.” | Advance 2 — Heal a survivor get out of the hunters’ pursuit with “Napkin” 1/1 | Scratched door: The neighbors said how a woman would stay outside and cry, scratching on the door. She asked for her baby, but the head never had a son, only a butler. | | Realization: ”There’s nothing loving about this.” | Basic — Amaryllis use “Bell” with Khari 1/2

Advance 1 — Amaryllis uses “Bell” with Khari 2/2 | Broken items: All over the house, there were broken items. Now cleaned, but it makes one wonder how it happened. | | Freedom: ”I finally understand” | Basic — Amaryllis successfully body blocks after using either “Plate” tactic 1/3

Advance 1 — Amaryllis successfully body blocks after using either “Plate” tactic 2/3

Advance 2 — Amaryllis successfully body blocks after using either “Plate” tactic 3/3 | Broken door knob: The one on the door was fix, but someone had broken the one prior, was it to get in or escape? |

Letters

Today is a day I cherish most. It is not only one where those around you show adoration, but the day they show the most adoration towards me. I’ll admit, it is a bit overwhelming to receive such praise and love. What do all those women think by caring so deeply over someone they are hardly acquaintances with? I’m glad I have my dear, and obedient Amaryllis, that’s why I cherish this day. He’ll be waiting, and look so lovingly and almost pathetic at the animal I grace him with. A pet. Amaryllis, that fool. He falls time and time again for this trick. Isn’t he aware the only pet here is himself? I would never let something so filthy into my own home. Amaryllis is a beautiful young man, and he knows exactly what I like, desire, and need. The pet is just a ploy, a bribery for his refusal later on in the night to seem rather selfish. As I teach him, when I give you something so generous, what do you do? Return the favor by being compliant.

               —— Sai Hall |  |